college update

hey y'all
just wanted to let you guys know that I got into University of Michigan and Illinois! Yay! I'm still waiting on my reach schools, so, well, we'll just have to see what happens.
I have a tonnn of homework
ok byee

Hi!

Hi guys

I'm currently contemplating deleting my facebook. I wonder if it will be worth it.
I think of facebook like xbox. Lots of my friends have xboxes and communicate through video games. But I'm glad I don't have one, because I know it's a waste of time.
Facebook, I've realized, has been more of a drain than it has been a positive addition to my social life. I think it gives me the illusion that I'm being social, while in reality I'm blankly staring at a screen.

I think the best thing to do, would be to delete it. However, I'll tell my friends that I'm deleting it, and that if they ever need to contact me, the best thing to do would be to text or call me.

I was talking to my friend Peter two days ago who has been facebook-free for two years, re-activating it temporarily for a few weeks when he was running for class president, and when he sent an angry message to a friend's ex-girlfriend. He tells me how it makes him feel happy every time he thinks about how he doesn't have a facebook, and how most things there are just trivial things.. and gossip. But he put it very well, and I couldn't help but agree.

If I cared less about what people thought, I'd probably have an easier time letting go of facebook. However, having a tool for flaunting my social life appeals to me a little. I can put up a virtual version of me, and I can make it look however I want.

It's a matter of whether the good outweigh the bad, which it doesn't. It's kind of scary how much people care about and put time into facebook, myself included. I want real relationships and not dwell in past events that don't pertain to me at all. I want a real life, not a virtual one.

Hey hotties!

At the library, trying to do college apps.

hahahahahahahaha

yeah

trying

They're due in a week and a half and my parents wont let me do shit until I get them done.

I'll let you know where I go. I love Brown..

It's weird how I get less nervous about getting into college as the deadline approaches. Like, I was freaking out as a Junior, and now I'm still somewhat freaked out but I'm significantly calmer about it now as a senior. I started this blog as a sophomore. Damn it's been a while.

But yeah, I love Brown, and it's for sure where I know I'll be happiest. I adore everything about it. I just have to get these essays done.

Oh

And I love tumblr. does anyone have it? its the greatest! so much fun stuff. I'm trying to cut down though, but still a great site. If you have lots of time its the place to be.

get

me off the computer. Hi guys. Meditation, good posture and good breathing changes the way you think. lets all try it.

miilian=h sat like stone upon the fireld
and waited for the rest of the party to arrie
they just enjoyed the sky of blue
and filled somehow with mild sensations
i cant explain
their presence broke htm up
and sshinkgls like a sage\snade ess emage'

Sometimes

Sometimes you can spend a long time forgetting about your feelings, and avoid thinking deeply about anything personal. Then there are other periods of time when you always think deep thoughts. It's hard to know which is better.
Sometimes it feels like over thinking things makes things worse and more complicated than they should be. Other times they put things in perspective.