helloooo

Oh hi.
I feel oppressed in my room. I should go out moreeeeeee

Listening to the killers live is awesome

Growing up must suck.

I've felt pretty shitty lately, like this past year. Like, I've been happy but always I just have this empty feeling deep down. I don't know why. I feel like all of a sudden I'm questioning everything. Cuz I have to go to college and make all these decisions for myself. Also I'm a senior and I feel like I have to bear the weight of leading the way for other people. I can't just follow the older kids. Maybe it's because I don't know what I have to look forward to that I feel empty.

I'll do new things with the intention of "maybe this will snap me out of it" like I'll see friends more or I'll smoke or I'll go a week high on coffee. Like I'm searching for a groove or a rhythm that will help carry me through this but I always go back down to feeling meh.

Maybe I'll be religious when I'm older.

Saw the hunger games. Josh Hutcherson is sooooo cute umph

I got into Northwestern yay