Oh

And I love tumblr. does anyone have it? its the greatest! so much fun stuff. I'm trying to cut down though, but still a great site. If you have lots of time its the place to be.

get

me off the computer. Hi guys. Meditation, good posture and good breathing changes the way you think. lets all try it.

miilian=h sat like stone upon the fireld
and waited for the rest of the party to arrie
they just enjoyed the sky of blue
and filled somehow with mild sensations
i cant explain
their presence broke htm up
and sshinkgls like a sage\snade ess emage'

Sometimes

Sometimes you can spend a long time forgetting about your feelings, and avoid thinking deeply about anything personal. Then there are other periods of time when you always think deep thoughts. It's hard to know which is better.
Sometimes it feels like over thinking things makes things worse and more complicated than they should be. Other times they put things in perspective.

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I did Habitat for Humanity this past week. It was great. It's where you build houses for either low-income families or families that have been impacted by natural disasters. We stayed in a church, slept on the ground, ate all together. It was like a new family. It was a completely different environment to live in, where everyone is dedicated to others and spends less time obsessing over themselves.
While I was there I hoped to experience something new that would change my life forever back home and improve my perspective on things. After about a day back home, however, things are pretty much back to normal. I'll probably start going to more community service events, I hear it takes a little while to get into it.
Not much else to report.
I love you guys.

poem/song

Bring this day down to the dark
as watching windows lose the spark
Patiently it takes hold
That slipping, dripping sense cannot contol

And drifting lightly through the street
a tune that soothes the swaying seats
and feel the magic as it turns
and screams like angels through the racing blur

and just forget
We'll just forget
in this moment's time we'll leave with nothing left
As darkness hold you high
Another passes by
So dim the dimming lights
Before we think they can survive

happy summer

I <3 summer. I love today's weather.

look at this

http://www.illuminatedmind.net/2008/09/11/the-secret-to-happiness-stop-caring/

Happiness exists already. Right now. enjoy it